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[salarymanwaka]

my catalogue of goods for Fanime Nightmarket this weekend..! if you're attending feel free to come say hi~ (> u<)/ * note: I will not be present in the main artist alley, just the Oasis from 6pm-1am, accessible via free shuttle from the main venue. * booth location will be updated on Twitter later, most likely tomorrow after check-in! * there's no minimum purchase to get the free birthday cards, and the stamp rally prize is a bonus only from my booth (no need to complete the rally to receive it).

[mechawaka]

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hi! i'm Mega, a freelance fiction writer in her 30s, and this blog is dedicated to all the hyperfixation pot holes i've tripped into over the years - mostly Dragon Age and Fire Emblem

where else can you find me?

ao3: mechawaka

twitter: @mechawaka

ko-fi: mechawaka

do i take writing commissions?

YES, I accept commissions through Ko-Fi

tags I use

#mega writes - catch-all tag for short stories, fics, planning, etc

#daughter of divinity - anything related to my looong FE fic

[lesbiancolumbo]

now that asks r back on, what ARE ur favorite coen brother movies, out of curiosity 👁️

fargo and no country for old men are my two favorites, just absolutely formative movie watching experiences. i also really love llewyn davis, raising arizona, and a serious man. i also have a huge soft spot for burn after reading even tho it’s admittedly polarizing lol.

barton fink and miller’s crossing are my two big coen blind spots and i just haven’t gotten around to them yet. there’s a couple wildly popular coens that i think are just OK, and i’m sure you can infer which ones i’m referring to by their exclusion here. also it’s a solo project but joel’s macbeth adaptation fucking RIPS.

[xenoshadow13]

Pspspspspsspspspsps

Don't mind me here, just smile and giggle at these two dorks for a bit.

[sharkgirldick]

definitely feel you. I'm a switch bottom and while I do enjoy subbing a lot I haven't been able to dom/me in a very long time. it'd be fun to learn the ropes with someone who's in the same spot like you, lots of mutual reassurance and all. (sorry on anon I'm shy)

God, yeah, it would be really nice. Holding your hand and kissing you about it.

[jeanmoreaux]

help im inflicted with aftg brainrot again. specially andrew being so protective of neil that when neil gets back from being Nathaniel andrew goes with him to the fbi. to sit in a chair and handcuffed beside neil for hours not saying anything bc he refuses to let neil out of his sight.

omg lindsay i am so so sorry idk how i could forget to answer this ask!!! i was on vacation for about a month and before and after i didn't really spent a lot of time on tumblr i am kinda easing back into it at and i realised this message is still sitting unanswered in my inbox. SHAME ON ME.

well, fear the aftg brainrot will never really leave once you've been infected. it might slumber, but it will always be lurking somewhere in the background, ready to pop up again. the andreil brainrot in particular STILL hits me randomly at times. i'll be at my job, doing Serious Work just for my brain to be like "hey, remember andreil? they're insane, aren't day?!" and i'll be the only thing my brain will want to focus on fkjsfdsjhfj their mutual trust and support and bone-deep loyalty are just sooooo— they really are ride-or-die to the extreme without it being weirdly toxic and i appreciate that. head in hands level of insanity.

[stormyoceans]

I'm telling you, this vice versa fever is never going away, and I owe a HUGE chunk of it to you. A few thoughts I had in the past hour:

1. There isn't enough good peuntalay fics on ao3. My boys deserve so much love. I am a sucker for feelings and emotions and i think about them post vv so many times in a week it's just sad. I always welcome recs 🙌🏻

2. Jimmysea went from being almost the same height to SEA being taller than jim and this is something i stay up thinking about. There's just SOMETHING about that height difference that's so DELICIOUS, it makes my imagination run WILD (not in a sexual way, only pure thoughts here)

I will forever come to you about my random peuntalay and morkday thoughts so prepare your inbox 🤭😚

PEOPLE THINK IM KIDDING WHEN I SAY I’LL BE 90 YEARS OLD AND STILL TALKING ABOUT THIS SHOW BUT WATCH ME TRY TO MAKE FRIENDS AT THE RETIREMENT HOME LIKE EXCUSE ME DO Y’ALL KNOW ABOUT QUEEN VICE VERSA THE SERIES THE FIRST OF HER NAME

right now im just so very grateful to have you sharing this endless derangement with me tho 💜 also the fact that im even partly responsible for your vice versa fever makes me way happier than it probably should sfjksgfjsg

unfortunately i don’t have many fic recs ;;;;;; part of it is because these days i have so little free time that i usually give priority to watching shows or reading books, but i also have to admit that i am annoyingly particular when it comes to fanfiction: i need the characterization to be as similar to the one i have in my head as possible, otherwise i just can’t bring myself to fully like the story ;;;;;;;; if you checked ao3, you’ve probably already read the few recs i have, but let me share them anyway to spread some love!!!

a glitch in the universe by @morkofday

After spending almost eight months in their own universe, Puen and Talay are finally getting married. Their wedding day is supposed to be the best day of their lives, the perfect start for their forever together. But as Talay recognizes Tun in Puen's body moments before their wedding ceremony is meant to begin, it becomes obvious that the universe has very different plans for them.

home by NgumNumNom

A 3+1 fic where 3 times Puen felt lonely and didn't know what the comfort of home was vs the 1 time when his home was right beside him. Plus a bonus because we all love fluff.

husbands to be by @distant-screaming

“I just can’t wait to get married to you,” Puen's grin widens. “My husband.” (Puen and Talay plan their wedding. As usual, they don't stay on track for long.)

regretted anticipation by @distant-screaming

Puen knocks on Talay’s door. He hopes the person who opens it this time will be Talay.

they're not that many, but imho these are really good!!!!! i agree with you that we do need more tho!!!!!!

ALSO JIMMYSEA’S HEIGHT THE ULTIMATE LONG LASTING MYSTERY IN THE NOMNOM FANDOM because if we listen to them then jimmy is 180 cm while sea is 178 cm BUT I SWEAR MOST OF THE TIMES SEA DOES LOOK JUST A TINY BIT TALLER SO WHAT'S THE TRUTH!!!!!!!! either way sea really has grown a lot in the past couple of years and it makes me sooooo emotional, he was so teeny tiny back then 🥺

i actually love that they don't have such a big difference in height and build, just enough to have their characters be perfect for cheek kisses and back hugs GOD BLESS

[cyb3r-mutt]

me 2 !! thighs r so teaseable . i could just play with them n bite n lick all day ..

alsoalso last q for a while - do u know any owners looking 4 pups ? im all by myself , i can't have any1 taking advantage of me ..

//🚦

Right?!!!! Truly my favourite body part on myself and others tbh :3

And as far as knowing any owners looking for pups none that I know of unfortunately!!!! I do think that’s the sort of thing when you have your page up and running you could explore!!!! I always recommend trying to find someone that’s willing to get to know you and your personal interests beyond just kink!!!

[rosiehunterwolf]

ROSIEEE YOU'RE ALIVE!!?

Depends what your definition of alive is :3

[pebblysand]

Hi Jo! you are a hero 🥹

Can we see the howlers between Ginny and Ron and Hermione and Ginny about Albus? Or either McGonagall or Hermione reacting to Ginny not going back to Hogwarts? :)

😅 thanks! i can't really do the first ones in three sentences, but i'll do the second.

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roll call

The first sign is: silence, at the end of the roll call - not the unusual kind; it rings familiar but distant, like the old rock music the love of her life used to play on his Muggle radio growing up, like the way the girl at the end of the list of students stopped answering to her own name a long time ago, unless it was called by one of the Carrows. It was last winter that Filius began calling it 'attitude,' gave her detention she chose to ignore (went out to party instead); he asked Minerva to discipline, somewhere in the nexus of Head of House and Headmaster and Transfiguration Professor, Leader of a Rebellion and Quidditch Enthusiast -

'How -' she laughed: 'how, exactly, do you want us to "discipline" kids we kept alive but not safe?'

So: after the silence, that day, Minerva looks up and there is no messy bun of golden-red hair peeking out from all the tables arranged in neat rows down the Great Hall; she marks the girl missing and she is worried - worried sick like every other time the girl has gone missing this past year, with no solution to be found - until students report that her bed is made and the sheets undisturbed, and Granger looks up, too, bites her lip, and says: 'I think she's at Grimmauld -'

Minerva wonders, then, not for the first time, if maybe Albus was right: maybe love is the answer to it all.

[gatorlovebot]

Love, everytime you mention me or that you want more of my thoughts, I happy stim. You can bug me for my thoughts at any time, and I’ll only take it as a compliment, don’t worry. But since you asked about collaring Simon here are some of my thoughts, as a treat for you 😘 we will call this part one, where you discuss collaring without doing it yet

I think that it’s a multiple day discussion first. You first have to explain to Simon the meaning of collaring, then the different types of collars you could give him, how that may affect the dynamic, and each time you give him time to think over what it is he wants. When he comes to you and says that he likes the idea of collaring, you move on to logistics.

You bring up that while you would love to properly collar him with a more classic collar, you are worried having something around his throat that sits so closely to it will make him feel choked and claustrophobic, instead of grounded and comfortable in your dynamic, not to mention that he’d never be able to have a day collar to wear constantly since he is in the military. You’d thought of a ring, as it could be slipped onto his dogtags when not in scene, but that would make Simon too nervous in case an enemy spots it and also if you ever give him a ring, you want it to be when he takes your last name (because like hell are you allowing him to keep that cunt’s last name when you have one so much better for him). So you bring up bracelets. One for scenes that has an o-ring on it that you can attach a leash to, that wouldn’t make him feel choked or trigger any of the trauma he has with being restrained or what not with his neck, while still being able to take your puppy on a walk. And, if he wants a day collar/permanent one, you can get one of those permanent chain ones that really just look like a chain that soldered onto people. It would be small/simple enough that no one besides the two of you would think anything of it, and since he always wears full sleeves and gloves when in the field, he could hide it while still wearing it. You could even get a matching one on your own wrist or on your ankle depending on what he feels more comfortable with. You stress that Simon can decide to do both these things, only one of them, or none of them, and that it will never change how much you love him and will not change the dynamic unless he wants it to. You stress that this was just the best solution you thought of, but that the two of you can continue to workshop it, as well as experiment with different methods until you find one that works best for Simon. That there is no shame in saying that you like the idea of a collar but the reality is too overstimulating and overwhelming to actually do. There are plenty of things in kink, and just in life, that are better as fantasies than reality. If Simon finds that collars fall into that domain, that’s completely fine, you both will just have to discuss if he wants you to bring it up as dirty talk during scenes or if he just wants to keep it as a private fantasy for himself.

Simon is near tears during this discussion, but they’re happy tears. You see him so completely: you don’t try to gloss over his trauma and say “it’ll be fine, it’s not a big deal anyways so he should be fine”, you take the time to account for the different ways it may come into play and try to accommodate it the best you can while still communicating to him that your insights are limited so he will take the lead in deciding his own comfort. You dont try to lead him to ideas you think are best, or try to manipulate him into going along with them, instead the whole time you are involving him in the process and waiting for his guidance. Even with all the trauma, with all the shame and pain he deals with, you see them and don’t love him despite them but regardless. This conversation is one of the many that drives home to him just how much you love him, and it fills him with so much gratitude and love for you that it feels like it is overflowing from his soul, like no words or actions or amount of time will ever be enough to show you just how much love he has for you. It overwhelming in the best of ways, and he is more certain than ever that he wants to wear the proof of his devotion to you on his body and soul for the rest of the world to see. His inner monologue as he gazes at you for the rest of the night is just “I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you” and it’s the truth.

He loves you.

-🐶

anon, you have a way of making me so emotional with your concepts, oh my god <3

most conversations like this have to be multiple days. it just takes him a little more time to process things. like it takes him a full day to even be able to look you in the eyes after you bring up that you would like to collar him. he spends the day spiraling between blushing to himself at the prospect and then feeling ashamed about wanting to be collared like an actual fucking dog.

but he finally allows himself to come to you and say yes, this is what i want because that's why this whole dynamic is about him, him fully accepting himself and his desires.

i think he really wants to wear a collar around his neck because he just wants to be normal and doesn't want you to have to make accommodations for him. but then you're pulling out your laptop and showing him all these different bracelets you can get him, different materials and colors and he's just sat stunned at the amount of time and effort you've put into this. for him.

you go out to one of those places that does the forever jewelry. getting dainty little chains soldered onto your wrists and then when you go home you slip the leather bracelet around his wrist as he falls to his knees in front of you, nosing underneath your shirt and letting his head rest against your warm skin as he sinks further and further into puppy space.

i like to view the puppy dynamic as simon's way of saying, i trust you. he allows you to see every part of himself because you've proven time and time again that you can handle every part of him. that you want every part of him. when he allows you to slip a leash into the o-ring of his bracelet and he spends the day following you around the house it's his way of saying i trust you with all of me, my wants, my needs, my body, my soul.

[gio-cosmo]

Guys I’m so fucking stupid 💀💀 I just realized I never officially verified my account so I don’t think anyone could’ve messaged me even if they wanted to LMFAOO. Ik I’ve always been like “mutuals message me whenever!!” But now I’ve fixed it and it should actually work!

[stone-stars]

💛 with a side of 💜 (hi it's been a while)

(friend / its, uhm, well, it's complicated) damn it has been a while!! i miss you and love you forever tho <3

send me an emoji!

[liesmultixxx]

hii I hope you're doing ok and if not I hope you're happier tomorrow <33

hi! this is so sweet, thank you for taking time out of your day to write me!

i’m okay i guess, kind of stressed and kind of lonely though it’ll be okay i hope

wishing you all the best 🤍

[stormyth-art]

Hi! I think you're cool and I like your art! Do you like getting sent random asks? (like this)

AH thank you so much!

I do like getting asks! I just don't get many lol ( most of the asks I get are asking for free art so I don't respond haha)

I love hearing from people tho! :D

[mochiwrites]

hi mochi!! we haven't talked in a while how are you what's going on!!

hi taevi!!! :D

currently I am feeling very eepy but vibing <33 about to crack open my google docs for writing I think 👀 how are you !!!